I watched Revolutionary Road with my mom tonight.... All I can say is PERFECT.... A great plot, writing and acting all in one movie is hard to come by now a days...esp. w/ directors like Michael Bay. THEN we watched The Kite Runner which was also epic...it was a book made movie and was on the New York Times best seller list for a WHILE... All i'm saying is both movies get two BIG thumbs up from me..

I'll be and Arlington for the next week or so doing some odd jobs to make a lil extra skrill in manilla if you know what i'm sayin'.... This kind of excites me b/c I miss Cody w/ a passion.. a little uhhhhh manicatti famaggio???

PH treated me nice 2wice today...she usually only comes around once a day and then I gotta skip to the memory bank...but I had a little extra free time on my hands... <--- haha

I had Churches Chicken for lunch 2day and dinner the night before last....I'm guess that is probably what is causing the pains in my chest...seriously a little worried about that haha.. <--yeah its funny til tomorrow when I wake up dead.

So it was page 1 of Chapter 6 in my life today...kind of a boring first page but we'll how tomorrow goes and hopefully this story will pick up a little bit..

Man I miss my dawgs...

Bedime....ugh..

Be Easy :)

Cool like a fan on the smooth track...

All I know is.....tomorrow is a new day, and a new chapter in my life... I've realized something in the last 24hours...and that is i'm young enough to make a change NOW...Tomorrow is a new chapter in my life...and I call it.....Chapter 6...

I got to hang out with the "new girl" tonight agian...she is SO amazing...she is out here trying out for american idol and auditions are tomorrow morning...and I know she'll do amazing...I've been to the studio w/ her a couple of times and I have even written a song w/ her that had the both of us singing in it...Im a better actor then singer so maybe I only agreed to write a song w/ her to spend time w/ her....OHHH the things we do for LUST.. Still in the "friend zone" although it's worth it, i'm still frustrated w/ it..

My boys are moving into the new house this weekend...and I'm SO sad that I can't be there....BUT it makes me feel better knowing i'm here in Plano/Dallas/Arlington making money and getting my life and relationship w/ my son back on track.

FYI I have a new love in my life....her name is Brandy...I read the words in her blogg and I can't express how inspiring they are! Esp. in my current relationship situation...She's almost TOO smart but that's why she's going to become a lawyer (very proud btw)... I MISS YOU BRANDY!!!

Not to mention Keaton's blogg is full of wisdom! I can't imagin my life w/out his blogg to read b/c he says everything to make me laugh when the skys are grey...and THAT my friends is why he is one of my BESTEST friends.. ONE LOVE HOMIE..

BEDIME as some of my SAtown friends would say...OHHH how I can't stand that shit sometimes... haha POODIME, BEDIME, WORDIME, FOODIME in translation means... puss time or SEX....bedtime, worktime and foodtime... and even though I sometimes hate it when they CONSTANTLY say it, I still got mad angry aggressive love for'em..

Be Easy :)

Try a little tenderness

Have you ever dreamed about someone and then you can't stop thinking about that person for the WHOLE day??? Well I do...every night...her name is Scarlet...and considering the bullshit that has been going on you'd think i'd have dreams of us killing each other or fighting or me seeing her bangin someone else....but no...they're dreams of us getting a house together and playing in the garden while Christian runs up and sprays us w/ the water hose and were one big happy family...Literally an every night ordeal.... OH and it happens when I take naps as well...I'll tell ya right now, that makes it VERY hard to get over someone..eh wish me luck or give me advice i'll take either/or..

There is a special little lady in my life now a days that is NOT Scarlet which is nice...but as of now im in the "friend zone" which blows but maybe we'll end up falling in love in the end like Hugh Grant does in all of his movies. OR maybe we won't and i'll end up having dreams of the "new chick", Scarlet and myself all together....which could be the reason i'll be sleeping alot...ow!

I find it hard to believe I don't miss San Antonio as much as I thought I would..but maybe its b/c I know i'm so close to Christian, and it feels alot better when I know I can be around to keep him safe. :)

A bottle of Yellow Tale would be nice right about now...1:30AM or not there is nothing like a nice Merlot to sooth the soul when not feeling up to "par" with the current relationship status or situation.

Well hopefully this new post is the start to many more to come...thanks to the pep talk from Brandy and Keaton I think we might have something to read sometimes haha..

Be Easy :)