MANN!!

So I haven't posted anything in a while...It's not like I write on this thing a whole lot anyways...Things have been almost perfect for me since i've moved back...I see my son constantly and I have a great job that I love.

ANYWAYS, I had time at work today to jerk around for 5 minutes so I decided to post somethin on here for all the little girls and boys to enjoy..

Nothing really all that New...about to buy a German Shepherd...Christian needs a dog he can grow up with...and I need a companion like Will Smith has in I am Legend...

I watched Revolutionary Road with my mom tonight.... All I can say is PERFECT.... A great plot, writing and acting all in one movie is hard to come by now a days...esp. w/ directors like Michael Bay. THEN we watched The Kite Runner which was also epic...it was a book made movie and was on the New York Times best seller list for a WHILE... All i'm saying is both movies get two BIG thumbs up from me..

I'll be and Arlington for the next week or so doing some odd jobs to make a lil extra skrill in manilla if you know what i'm sayin'.... This kind of excites me b/c I miss Cody w/ a passion.. a little uhhhhh manicatti famaggio???

PH treated me nice 2wice today...she usually only comes around once a day and then I gotta skip to the memory bank...but I had a little extra free time on my hands... <--- haha

I had Churches Chicken for lunch 2day and dinner the night before last....I'm guess that is probably what is causing the pains in my chest...seriously a little worried about that haha.. <--yeah its funny til tomorrow when I wake up dead.

So it was page 1 of Chapter 6 in my life today...kind of a boring first page but we'll how tomorrow goes and hopefully this story will pick up a little bit..

Man I miss my dawgs...

Bedime....ugh..

Be Easy :)

Cool like a fan on the smooth track...

All I know is.....tomorrow is a new day, and a new chapter in my life... I've realized something in the last 24hours...and that is i'm young enough to make a change NOW...Tomorrow is a new chapter in my life...and I call it.....Chapter 6...

I got to hang out with the "new girl" tonight agian...she is SO amazing...she is out here trying out for american idol and auditions are tomorrow morning...and I know she'll do amazing...I've been to the studio w/ her a couple of times and I have even written a song w/ her that had the both of us singing in it...Im a better actor then singer so maybe I only agreed to write a song w/ her to spend time w/ her....OHHH the things we do for LUST.. Still in the "friend zone" although it's worth it, i'm still frustrated w/ it..

My boys are moving into the new house this weekend...and I'm SO sad that I can't be there....BUT it makes me feel better knowing i'm here in Plano/Dallas/Arlington making money and getting my life and relationship w/ my son back on track.

FYI I have a new love in my life....her name is Brandy...I read the words in her blogg and I can't express how inspiring they are! Esp. in my current relationship situation...She's almost TOO smart but that's why she's going to become a lawyer (very proud btw)... I MISS YOU BRANDY!!!

Not to mention Keaton's blogg is full of wisdom! I can't imagin my life w/out his blogg to read b/c he says everything to make me laugh when the skys are grey...and THAT my friends is why he is one of my BESTEST friends.. ONE LOVE HOMIE..

BEDIME as some of my SAtown friends would say...OHHH how I can't stand that shit sometimes... haha POODIME, BEDIME, WORDIME, FOODIME in translation means... puss time or SEX....bedtime, worktime and foodtime... and even though I sometimes hate it when they CONSTANTLY say it, I still got mad angry aggressive love for'em..

Be Easy :)

Try a little tenderness

Have you ever dreamed about someone and then you can't stop thinking about that person for the WHOLE day??? Well I do...every night...her name is Scarlet...and considering the bullshit that has been going on you'd think i'd have dreams of us killing each other or fighting or me seeing her bangin someone else....but no...they're dreams of us getting a house together and playing in the garden while Christian runs up and sprays us w/ the water hose and were one big happy family...Literally an every night ordeal.... OH and it happens when I take naps as well...I'll tell ya right now, that makes it VERY hard to get over someone..eh wish me luck or give me advice i'll take either/or..

There is a special little lady in my life now a days that is NOT Scarlet which is nice...but as of now im in the "friend zone" which blows but maybe we'll end up falling in love in the end like Hugh Grant does in all of his movies. OR maybe we won't and i'll end up having dreams of the "new chick", Scarlet and myself all together....which could be the reason i'll be sleeping alot...ow!

I find it hard to believe I don't miss San Antonio as much as I thought I would..but maybe its b/c I know i'm so close to Christian, and it feels alot better when I know I can be around to keep him safe. :)

A bottle of Yellow Tale would be nice right about now...1:30AM or not there is nothing like a nice Merlot to sooth the soul when not feeling up to "par" with the current relationship status or situation.

Well hopefully this new post is the start to many more to come...thanks to the pep talk from Brandy and Keaton I think we might have something to read sometimes haha..

Be Easy :)

Game time.

So in case some of you don't already know my winter softball league started up again last Thursday. We won 20-5. Yeah it was a huge game and we were all very happy about it. We even went bowling afterwards which was a lot of fun. Last night (Thursday, 1/22/2009) we lost. 21 to 10... Not to mention there was this guy playing short stop who, after I thought I hit a home run but it was a ground roll double, told me to "get my ass back to second base." I told him to watch his fuckin' mouth. I know I cussed when I told him to watch his mouth but sometimes when I say the "F" word people know I'm serious, and I get my point across. THEN, when we lined up to slap hands and say "good game" I didn't say good game to him so he said "what?! you didn't say anything!" I said "tough shit, stop your fuckin cryin'." So when I walked back to my car alone him and his buddy kept whispering and giving me dirty looks, like a bunch of girls. So I followed them home and killed both of them in their sleep. haha Seriously though, call the cops I dumped their bodies in the Mississippi River.

BUT on a lighter note, tonight I plan on going on a fabulous date. Were going to a movie, then dinner and maybe go out for drinks afterwards. Who is she, you ask? What does she look like, you ask?? Does she have all of her fingers and toes?? YOU ASK?? She is a beautiful, beautiful man named Cody. And if I'm lucky my very handsome chocolate friend Paris may come along as well.


Man I miss my dawgs.


"I had some brown sugar last night, and it wasn't in my oatmeal." -Keaton Donald Esq.

"I love lunch time." -Daniel Mann-

"OH YEAH." -Kool-aide Man-

"If your not shopping Stacey's, your burnin' money." -Stacey's Dad-

"It's times like these we learn to love again." -Foo Fighters-

"Bitches ain't shit." -Too Short-

"I pack my heat like I pack sack lunches." -Mix Master Mike-

"The bad times, wake us up to the good times we weren't paying attention to." -Robin Williams in Good Will Hunting-

"No one cares how much you know, until they know how much you care." -Older Gentleman I used to wait on a Nizza Pizza-

Life and my box of Chocolates...

I know it's been way too long since i've blogged. I say that like I have a following on here... Thanks for reading, Keaton. Christian (my son) turns 1 year old on the 31st of this month. That's the last Saturday of the month. I can't believe it's been a whole year since he was born. I remember back when he couldn't even roll over, now he's walking and getting into EVERYTHING.

Keaton and Mike moved, and its starting to sink in now b/c I have way too much time to spend w/ my dad. I'm able to work on my acting almost every night which is good but I still miss my brothas. I'm also seriously considering moving to San Antonio, to live w/ the fellas, go back to school, get into some serious acting classes, get an agent and a nice fulltime job all at the same time. As you can see i've been doing some serious thinking on this matter, and I found out that the acting oppertunity is alot better in Austin then it is in Dallas. The only problem is Christian. I don't think I can move away from him but I am 21 and I do need to move on w/ my life and get out of my dads house. I can see now that if I don't get out of my dads house soon then I never will. I'll be 35 and he'll still be claiming me on his taxes. haha.

Cody, David, Paris and Myself drove out to San An. for the weekend about 2 weekends back and I think I had more fun out there then I did when we were all partying in Arlington together. I did a little crying the night before we left but everyone knows I'm a cryer so I'm not trippin. I was SO drunk on Friday night (1st night we were there) I was def. being "that guy" as usual, and Keaton and Mike were even more drunk on Saturday night. That's all it was. Drunkness and Zombie Mode. And I personally think that's what life should be all about, and I'm sure I'm not only speaking for myself when I say that.

Well folks wish me luck on my journy to decision making town. I haven't told Keaton that I have kinda been thinking about it, Mike and I have been talking about it and He thinks its a halfway good idea if I think it'll better myself, which i do. I know all I would have to do is show up w/ bags packed and be more then welcome to live and wouldn't even tell'em I'm on my way.


You don't know my struggles.